First entry.
Sep. 6th, 2001 05:11 pmErm.
Not sure about what to write. I've written diaries and journals before but they've all been private and fairly personal.
But I like the idea and I want to use it to remember this year. I hope I have time for it when I get back to uni and have to do loads of work to do.
Last year had a lot of changes for me :- lost my faith in God which had always been a big thing for me, got back with my bf (who I adore and who got me through losing my faith), discovered sex and discovered that I was crap at my future career during a year out. I also discovered that I prefer studying to proper work (I'm not just being lazy, I really enjoy learning and studying not just the long lie-ins.)
I also found that my sexuality was not as straightforward as I had thought. I had always 'appreciated' women but was also attracted to men. This year I finally admitted this to myself. I have yet to take any action on this and probably won't. I love my bf deeply and don't want a polyamourous relations, so that rules out any practical experimentation (Shame *grin*)
Anyway, after a busy year, I'm just trying to figure life out.
Not sure about what to write. I've written diaries and journals before but they've all been private and fairly personal.
But I like the idea and I want to use it to remember this year. I hope I have time for it when I get back to uni and have to do loads of work to do.
Last year had a lot of changes for me :- lost my faith in God which had always been a big thing for me, got back with my bf (who I adore and who got me through losing my faith), discovered sex and discovered that I was crap at my future career during a year out. I also discovered that I prefer studying to proper work (I'm not just being lazy, I really enjoy learning and studying not just the long lie-ins.)
I also found that my sexuality was not as straightforward as I had thought. I had always 'appreciated' women but was also attracted to men. This year I finally admitted this to myself. I have yet to take any action on this and probably won't. I love my bf deeply and don't want a polyamourous relations, so that rules out any practical experimentation (Shame *grin*)
Anyway, after a busy year, I'm just trying to figure life out.