haggis | Diary (7/365)

I feel a bit guilty leaving the last post on such a down note. It had been a long day and the lockdown (and the ridiculous way it was handled) was depressing. Thank you for the encouraging comments. I am going to aim for a diary style entry unless

Yesterday Zoe was unwilling to sleep, except in someone's arms which made it difficult to post or get anything else done. I was supposed to attend a baby massage class over Zoom but I am an idiot and got the time wrong. It is on again next Wednesday so I will get it right then.

Today Zoe is sleeping in the cot part of the pram (which we are using as a Moses basket) and I have got everything done and feel much more in control.

I missed Biphoria tonight. It is tricky but not impossible to arrange to have baby free time. Although, it occurs to me that I think of it as a 3hr commitment (which it was when we met irl and could be if I helped with new members and then stayed to "pub time" but Biphoria itself is only 8 til 9:30 so that is more achievable than I thought. Yesterday, I was having a much needed nap at that time though!