haggis: (Celtic)
So, I have got myself wound up about the stupidest thing. We are almost at the point where D&I start trying to get me pregnant. I have wanted this for years. I have gradually done all the things I felt I wanted/needed to do first. Everything is lined up. And now I am so scared it won't work and I will not be able to conceive or conceive then miscarry and OMGOMGOMG. And there is all this advice saying don't tell until the 12 wk scan and that just feels impossible!

I can't do it, I can't keep quiet that long. I have a naturally low TMI threshold and this process is so fucking *weird* - the ova pops out of the follicle like a tiny terrorist, ready to grab the hormonal controls and yank hard on them.

So there will be LJ posts, hidden behind cut-tags and possibly a filter if I decide to hide away. But given the hormonal wossnames haven't even started yet and I am already freaking out, there will be me going argh, wtf.

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